Miriam's Memories

A New Year

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 19:34:23 GMT

Wow it's been a while!!

I didn't get the RA job disappointing but it means I'll be living with Kelsey and Sarah next year!! And possibly Adam but we're not positive yet. We will have 3 fish, a cat and a puppy cause we're adopting a puppy from Paws for a Cause. We get to train "him", take him to the mall and into stores and restaurants, I'm super excited.

Greg and I broke up like three days back from break but we worked things out and are back together.

This past Saturday night was pretty much the best college party I've been to so far. Emily's parents were out of town: alcohol, a sauna, the shower and a dark room. We had fun.

Classes are ok. Myth isn't bad but my prof seems scatterbrained at times. Math = shoot me cause my prof is a complete ass and sucks at explaining things. Human Origins is pretty cool, my prof is great. My geography prof makes me want to pull my hair out or take forks to my eyes. And my Into to Education class is pretty sweet I've learned a lot so far and the prof is great.

Spring Break is the first week in March. No plans but to hang with friends. Hopefully I can babysit to get a little extra money. And I'm going to file my taxes...YAY!!

I auditioned for "The Rocky Horror Show" at GV but didn't make it so I'm going to work backstage.

Two weeks ago I slipped on ice, twisted my knee and I went down and currently have a strained ligament. I have a brace for two weeks.

Love you all!!!

A year in review...

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 18:47:32 GMT

JANUARY:

I can't believe it's 2006...the year I graduate.

Last night I went with Chris to see "Fun with Dick and Jane".

I got a B on History and in the class.....the curve was out of 86.

Went to GVSU Friday and Saturday.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

So I wasn't at school on Friday....I was at Ohio Northern, which is probably where I'm going to go.....and the cast list was posted.

FEBRUARY:

I had fun last night.

....I don't want to go. I don't know if I ever did. (the title "College...")

MARCH:

I really hate when you think everything is going good then something happens, like a simple conversation, and everything gets turned upside down.

Thank God we're not hosting State Festival.

Truth about girls.

10 pages
38 paragraphs
222 lines
3,421 words
15,513 characters without spaces
18,915 characters with spaces later AND

I'M STILL NOT DONE WITH IT!!!(the 10th page isn't full!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

My research paper is onto and 11 page!!!!

So musical is going well.....NOT!!!

APRIL:

The musical is over.

Okay time for Birdie to come back now....he's been gone long enough for me.

Oh my gosh!!

So it's the end of Spring Break....that makes me sad but I only have 25 days of school left!!

MAY:

Not only is the school year drawing to a close but my time in high school, four amazing years in band, probly some friendships and my time here in LO.

Relay was fun.

Okay so everyone knows Graduation is June 2, 2006 at 7pm at Meadowbrook

It makes me so sad to read the juniors posts and see that they're talking about me (us).

JUNE:

Grdauation is tomorrow....I'm excited....I don't think I'll cry.

The all night party was a blast!!!

It hasn't hit me yet

So much for the first day of summer.

So I called Alex K. and I'm a member of the jungle.

Correction: I am actual a Citizen of the Jungle and I get to pick what animal I want to be and create a personality for myself.

JULY:

So two weeks ago I was in North carolina and now I'm back with an amazing tan to match

I'm so tired I've gotten up early that past few days and I have to get up early tomorrow!

AUGUST:

I have a facebook, I have a facebook....though most of you already know.

I'm so bored since I can't even talk online to anyone.....well only when mom and dad are home....which I'm actually doing now anyway.

1. What does your LJ headline mean?

So I'm leaving for college next Tuesday

Okay so I caved. (one of those question things)

So I'm leaving for Grand Valley on Tuesday.

I remember back in elementary school when boys had cooties and people made fun of you if you liked someone and if a boy was picking on you it meant he liked you....those were the days.

Favorite food: Sloppy Joe's

So school is going well.

SEPTEMBER:

So much for being so excited to see Andy.

I'm having so much fun at GV.

ME TOO (one of those question things again)

Tonight was our first home game and we won!!!!!

So Wednesday night my sink threw up.

Friday night Jimmy and Jasper came to visit.

So this weekend was intersting.

Last night Kim and I went swimming with some guys we had met Sunday when we were at the pool.

Just something I felt I needed to do today.......going to Central for the night!!!

Last night Kim and I went to Central to visit her friend Andy.....we definately had some fun.

So it's 3am on Saturday.....I'm sitting on Kelsey's couch typing this.

OCTOBER:

So last night Kim and I went to Maria's apartment

NOVEMBER:

So there's this guy I kinda like.

So to follow up my last post.....He came and talked to me yesterday.

i was bored (yet another question thing)

DECEMBER:

So to update everyone: Ray and I were dating, then we broke up and not Greg and I are together but not really.

Talk about a year of extremes....a good year none the less...after the 31st I can really say I graduated last year!!

Long TIme Gone

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 20:56:31 GMT

So to update everyone: Ray and I were dating, then we broke up and not Greg and I are together but not really. It suck though cause he frickin lives 4 hours away though his family is going to Ohio for Christmas and Friday night they're staying in Farmington at his dad's college roommates house so we're hoping to get together then, if not we have to wait 'til New Year's IF my parents even let me go and the only way I plan on NOT going is if the weateher is super crappy but at this rate I highly doubt it. Anyway I'm back from college for three weeks I "move back in" on Jan. 7 and classes start the 8th. I have 16 credits next semester so I will be quite the busy bee so chances are that I'll be on here even less, though I will still check Facebook everychance I get cause I'm a whore like that and I'm always online unless my computer decides to be dumb and kick me off.

Anyways Happy Holidays to everyone, hope to see you all at some point, hope to hang out with many of you as well!!!

none

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 02:18:52 GMT

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
falling off my bike after trying without hands and feet at the same time

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
a paper chain, and articles about stuff i've done

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
silver and blue

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
everything but rap

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
8:05 pm June 28

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
sleep

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
my family

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION'S?
puffy

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
yes

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
not usually

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
myself/gerry

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
um....anyone that smells good

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
doesn't matter

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
anywhere as long as it's good

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
i drink coffee more

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
veggie lovers

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
NOTHING.....yuck i'm sooo bloated

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
ray...jerk

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
my puffelump

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
maybe

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
i don't think so

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
stuff from kohls or target

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
i like my neon

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
scottie

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
beta fish

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
it doesn't matter

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
the little things

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
26

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
right in the middle

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
kim...my mom

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
people messing with my work

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
canada....spain....france....germany

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?.
i'm ticklish

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
secretary to the executive producer for the simpsons
seen...Lindsey Lohan

37. FIRST JOB?
hostess at olive garden

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
yes

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
reading it on someone elses

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
nothing

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
i'm bored

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST
my eyes and personality...and loudness

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
be a bootlegger

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
a car

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
how ever many God blesses me with

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
nope

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
star light star bright.....

48. WHAT DID YOU DO THIS MORNING?
took a shower and went to class

49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?
spaghetti

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
sometimes...not usually

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
bologna

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
um......not any i can think of but i'm sure i do

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
hm...none

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
i suppose

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
probly

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
a little

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
i don't get angry a lot

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
school...well no home would be my second home

59. WHO IS YOUR FAMOUS/ ACTOR/ SINGER CRUSH?
channing tatum

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
my doll Grace

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
a lot

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
who me?

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
no

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
the first thing i notice is eyes but other than that personality

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
merm, mir, merrium

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
mint chocolate chip

73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
my family...my grandparents

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
0!!!!!!!

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS
they won't

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
ray talking....the OC

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
milk

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
ray

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
eyes

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
that's a toughy....View from Heaven by Yellowcard

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
huh?

82. FAVORITE DRINK(S)?
ice tea, lemonade, water, milk

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:
mine

84. Favorite Sport?
football

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
golden brown

86. EYE COLOR?
blue

87. HEIGHT?
5'7"

88. SIBLINGS?
younger sister

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
may and june

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
the OC (well not really)

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
thanksgiving and Christmas and my birthday

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
i've done it before but probly wouldn't do it again

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
hugs but kisses are nice too

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
caramel machiato

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
everyone

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
um.....my psych book

100. ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
my family and god

Part 2

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 17:43:34 GMT

So to follow up my last post.....He came and talked to me yesterday. He told me he liked me "quite a bit" and wanted to know if I felt the same way. I told him I didn't know how I felt and that a big part of it was the smoking. He understood and said he was working on it, which I knew, he told me he was going to quit over Christmas. He came and talked to me at like 7pm yesterday. At midnight the two guys he usually smokes with went out for a cigarette...he didn't....my friend brought something up and he said he hadn't had one since 4pm. The guys went out two hours later, he went with them. He came into my room when they were done. When he left I told him I'd give him a hug but he smelled...he told me he had just gone out with them, he didn't smoke.......This morning I ran into one of our mutual friends and she said that he had taken all his packing stuff to one of the guys room.

He wasn't going to quit til Christmas...he's quitting now....because of me.....

So...

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 07:50:51 GMT

So there's this guy I kinda like. But he smokes. He knows I don't like it. And when he does go out to smoke he doesn't come around me for a while afterwards, because he smells (and he knows I would send him away). We've kissed but never right after he smokes cause he knows I won't do it. He's trying to quit and he said he was going to over Christmas break but it's hard for me to believe. I guess I've accepted the fact that he smokes but the other night he did it in front of me and I got pissed, he did it tonight too. And both nights while we were in the car. He's so nice and sweet and really cares about me but when I saw him smoke it was like I wasn't even looking at the same person. Kim's not here this weekend, I'm hoping he's not expecting anything. James told me not to let the smoking thing get in the way, but it is and I don't see my opinion/mind changing anytime ever.

SNOW!!!!

Thu, 12 Oct 2006 15:18:01 GMT

So last night Kim and I went to Maria's apartment. We left at like quarter to midnight so we could catch the bus back. Well the bus took enitrely too long to come so Kim and I walked back. Mind you from our dorm to Maria'sapartment is about a 3 minute drive, at least 1 1/2 miles. Well while we were walking back the snow started. Just a little bit here and there but it was snowing. I called my friend Jared and he didn't believe me. When we got back we told David and Brett and they didn't believe us either. Well when we woke up this morning Kim and I laughed cause we were right and they didn't believe us, though we didn't think the snow would stick. Snow in October is weird and wrong and should just not happen but it's kinda sweet at the same time.

boredom

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 07:13:40 GMT

So it's 3am on Saturday.....I'm sitting on Kelsey's couch typing this. I was in here earlier cause we were watching a movie "How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days". It was fun. We were going to play euchre to get in practice for our tournament on Sunday but Sarala was convinced she would puke if she had to think so we just watched the movie. It was my second chick flick in a day!! I watched "Hicth" earlier with Kelsey. And then Adam came in and decided he liked the name Atticus and he dubbed us "Marilyn and Atticus - Partners in Crime". After "...10 Days" I went back to my room and was doing...I don't even remember and Kelsey came in and asked me to go to the C-store with her to get ice cream. On our way back people pulled up and got out of a car drunk...they were kinda loud, Kelsey and I were laughing. And now I'm sitting here on Kelsey's futon typing this and eating ice cream and talking to Gabe when he wanders in here even though he keeps saying he's going to bed.

I promise I am completely sober right now....just very tired and very bored.

CENTRAL!!!

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 21:04:03 GMT

Last night Kim and I went to Central to visit her friend Andy.....we definately had some fun. Three Smirnoff's each and we decided to walk down to Main St. to check out the Frats well we got there around 1am and the cops came right after and broke all of them up. It was still fun. We stayed in Andy's dorm, with his three other roommates in an all guys dorm.....hmmmm.....We stayed up til like 5am then woke up in time to watch the Michigan game. Kim and I left at half time. I just took a shower and now I'm super uber tired.

BLAH!

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 17:57:37 GMT

Just something I felt I needed to do today.......going to Central for the night!!!

1. My ex is still...talking and hanging out with me.
2. I am listening to... "Lips of an Angel"
3. Maybe I should...do my reading and study for my Am. Civ test and my Psych. exam.
4. I love...life and GOD.
5. My best friends...are not here right now.
6. I don't understand...boys.
7. I lost my respect for...people who get drunk all the time, people who don't keep promises and people who use other people.
8. My favorite Journey song...Don't stop believing i suppose.
9. The meaning of my screen name is...it was the nickname my next door neighbor gave me when we were younger and my fav/lucky number is 26.
10. Love is...God's greatest gift.
11. Somewhere, someone is...thinking of me.
12. I will always...stand my ground and not give in.
13. Forever seems like...an eternity.
14. I never ever want to lose...my faith in humanity.
15. My mobile phone is...sitting next to me.
16. When I woke up this morning...I was still tired.
17. I get annoyed at...myself for thinking the worst.
18. Parties are...so much fun!!
19. My pets...what pets?
20. Kisses are the best...because you don't need to see them to know they're real.
21. Today I...am bored, upset and frustrated with boys, one in particular.

Yesterday

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 18:58:41 GMT

Last night Kim and I went swimming with some guys we had met Sunday when we were at the pool. So we went and had sooooo much fun, I have brusies to show for it on the back of my right thigh and down my left shin. But afterwards they invited us over and we had pizza and hung out and stuff, it was fun.....until we got written up for a noise violation which was still funny because Matt was standing behind the door making fun of the girl who was writing us up. When Kim and I got back to our room we both posted to Matt that we had had fun. Well he sent her a message back asking her on a date sometime...awww! I'm so excited for her. And I was talking to Dave online and we ended up going to lunch today, it was fun. They also invited us to tailgate with them tomorrow night before the football game!!!!! I'm so excited to hang out with them more they are such cool people and.....yeah pretty much amazing.

ushdougter

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 17:14:47 GMT

So this weekend was intersting. So many people have had relationship issues. Just as I thought my problems were over they just got more interesting/complicated/confusing. And it's not just me at least 4 other people I know have had some sort of issue as well. Not a bad weekend at all but interesting for sure.

I just need some time to figure out what I want out of a relationship and figure out who I want to be with because next time I'm NOT going to do the breaking up (unless it's absoltely necessary) and it's going to last a while. It will. I'm done with short somewhat meaningless relationships. I want and need stability, someone who is going to be there for me no matter what and stick with me though my crazyness. Someone who will do crazy things with me, isn't afraid to put themselves out there but is still grounded. I don't want perfect, just perfect for me.

The Weekend

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 19:10:07 GMT

Friday night Jimmy and Jasper came to visit. We went and saw Gridiron Gang, very good. Then we made a Meijer run and Jasper decided he wanted to make cinnamon rolls. It was 1:30 am by the time we got back and he really did make cinnamon rolls, they were good.

In the middle of them baking Kim went and picked up her friend Kevin from Maria's because Maria's boyfriend Jesse drove them up. Jimmy and Jasper left at 3am....at 3:30 Jared came knocking on our door and Kim, Kevin and I hung out with him for a while until he printed off my "porn" picture, I fell out of bed to try and get it away (luckily Kevin caught me) and I ended up smacking the back of my head on the corner of the bed in Jared's attepmt to get it back...he left after that. So Kim, Kevin and I didn't end up going to bed until like 4:30 and our alarm was set for 9:30.

We got up in the morning went to breakfast, showered, took Kevin on a tour of the campus and then came back to get ready to leave for the beach. I went to go get the people who were supposed to go with us and Jon said he had to find a frisbee and he didn't want to miss the Mich./Notre Dame game (we got back at 3:50 and the game started at 3:30), Jimmy seemed convinced it would take him all day to do laundry, Gabe wasn't in his room and Kelsey wasn't back yet. Well on our way out we saw Kelsey and she said she was coming so I told her to bring Gabe with her.

Jesse, Maria, Kim, Kevin and I got to the beach and hung out for a while and laid there. I called Gabe and he said Kelsey had left without him but we hadn't seen Kelsey yet. About 3 we decided to go home but we stopped at Taco Bell first.

When we got back Kelsey said they had looked for us but couldn't find us. Maria and Jesse went back to her apartment and Kevin, Kim, Gabe and I played beach volleyball and then went swimming and played basketball in the pool. After, K,K and I went to Peppino's with M and J then K,K and I went and saw comedian Rebecca Cory, she was funny but it was mostly crude humor. We came home and went to bed.

Today we were planning on going to the beach again but Caleb never got back to me so Kim and I went Meijering....it was fun. Tonight we're making stroganoff and then going to and Ice cream social at 9!!! Yay for college life!

Experiences

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 18:28:34 GMT

So Wednesday night my sink threw up. It looked like dirt or oreos but smelled like shit. It happened to the girls next to us too. The RA from the other hall called DPS and a guy came and plunged the sinks then he called a different guy to come clean it up. He didn't get done til 1:30am...I was so tired by then.
While I was waiting though I was sitting down the hall with my MA and three other guys, my friend Jimmy was sitting on the floor with me. They kept telling me to go to bed and I knew I should but I didn't have enough energy to get up so I just kept falling asleep on my knees. Jimmy told me he could just push me over I told him it wouldn't really help me get up. Well he said it a few more times and after a while he did actually push me over. Well being half asleep my reation time was non-existant so I fell from a sitting upright position straight sideways and smacked my head on the floor very, very hard. I had a major headache after that and had to take a tylenol and sleep with and icepack on my head. I told Jimmy I wasn't going to let him live it down for a while, he said he'd make me cookies. He better because after pushing me over then promising me cookies, man he would never live it down if he didn't...I wouldn't let him.
I am feeling much better today and he's probly going to go to the beach with us tomorrow.

YAY FOR SUNSHINE AND WARMER WEATHER!!!!!!

GVSU Football!!!

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 04:18:53 GMT

Tonight was our first home game and we won!!!!! 30-24, which is actually really crappy considering we're #1 in Division 2 and Ashland isn't even in the top 25. The game was way too close for comfort but we won and that's all that matters. Our last touchdown was the most amazing pass. Twenty yard pass to the end zone right through the hands of Ashland into our guys hands which he jumped to get....amazing!! I love football! Though I should be at a party right now cause that's what I'm used to doing after games...maybe after the next one, well maybe not since it's on a Thursday. Oh yeah, so our next game is on Sept 21 at 7pm against Michigan Tech and it's going to be nationally televised on CSTV....you should all watch.

Fri, 08 Sep 2006 01:11:06 GMT

SUMMER'S OVER QUIZ

Looking back on this summer, have you...

1. Drank alcohol?
Yes

2. Cried?
Yes

3. Kissed anyone?
Yes

4. Been on a vacation to a different state?
North Carolina and all those in between.

5. Been on a vacation to a different country?
Last summer

6. Been to the beach?
Yes

7. Been to an island?
No

8. Done drugs?
Definatly not

9. Smoked?
Gross

10. Snuck out?
nope

11. Had a sleepover?
of course

12. Stayed up all night?
who didn't

13. Slept in someone elses bed?
um.....no

14. Went pee in a pool?
gross no

15. Went skinny dipping?
almost

16. Been on the computer a lot?
that's a silly question

17. Played video games?
no

18. Listened to an ipod/mp3 player?
don't have one

19. Been on over 30 car rides?
duh

20. Been grounded?
Yea, but I didn't adhere to it.

21. Been to a party?
of course

22. Regret something?
eh....maybe

23. Been dumped?
No

24. Lied?
Yes

25. Done anything against the law?
Yes

26. Been camping?
no....i wanted to though

27. Got in a fight?
with my mom and dad

28. Got a new hair do?
yes

29. Stayed at a hotel?
no

30. Talked on the phone all night?
not quite

31. Went shopping?
what do you think?

34. Someone ask you out?
.....no

35. Got in a car with a stranger?
um....yeah

36. Lost someone close?
the one year anniversary of my papa passing away

37. Had someone sleep in your bed?
no

38. Been to a movie?
Yes

39. Been to a club?
no

40. Slept in?
Yes

41. Got tanner?
YES

42. Watched TV for more than 5 hours?
Yes

43. Tried something new?
Yes

44. Did homework?
NO

45. Learned something new?
Yes

46. Went surfing?
No

47. Went dancing?
Yes

48. Been to a concert?
beach boys

49. Quoted a movie?
all the time

50. Played with fire?
Yes

51. Made new friends?
Yes!

Who is the person/people you were with the most?
amy, laura, pat

What is your favorite ice cream this summer?
mint chocolate chip

What is the best day?
???

What is your biggest regret so far this summer?
.......

What is your favorite song this summer?
Sugar were goin' down

What is your favorite movie this summer?
accepted

Is this the best summer so far?
yes

Are you looking forward to school starting?
i was, but it did

60 Random Questions

1. Who is the last person you held hands with?
i don't know....chris maybe

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
probly not

3. Would you wanna join the war ?
Depends on what we were fighting for

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
not that i can recall

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
no

6. Are you a Smart person?
i'm in the honors dorm.......

7. How fast can you type?
i'm not sure, pretty fast though

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
No

9. Eye color?
Blue

10. Whats your hair color right now?
light Brown

11. When is the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
um......7 maybe

12. Do you knock on wood?
all the time

13. Are you drinking anything right now?
apple cider

14.Pepsi or Sprite?
PEPSI

15. Can you hoola hoop?
yes

16. Are you good at keeping secrets?
for the most part

17. What do you want for Christmas?
freedom from my parents...and a guitar

18. Do you know the Muffin Man?
who doesn't?

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
so i've been told

20. Who wrote the book of love?
no such thing

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
a long time ago

22.Ever wanna waterski?
i tired....i'd like to try again

23. Do you consider yourself successful?
i suppose, ask me again when i graduate college

24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell?
over 40 i think

25. Have you ever asked for a pony?
i don't think so

26. Plans for tomorrow?
sleep...no class...hispanic festival downtown

27. Are you happy?
Very

28. Missing someone now?
Yes

29. When was the last time you told someone 'I love you'?
monday

30. When was the last time someone drove by tryin to holla?
um......?

31. How are you feeling today?
Fantastic

32. Are you black?
No

33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
No

34. What are you looking forward to?
First home football game of the year!!!!!!!!!!

35. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yes

36. Do you laugh outa no where?
most definatly

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
gross no

38. Can you handle the truth?
i'd rather have that than anything else

39. Do you like green eggs and ham?
i've heard they're good

40. What 3 things do you always bring w/ you to places?
Keys, phone, school id

41. Any cool scars?
lots, under my lip, on my left knee, my right elbow

42. Do you have a crush on anyone, if so do they know?
Yes, i don't think so....hmmm......

43. How many kids do you plan on having?
how ever many God graces me with

44. What do you do when no one is watching?
Sing and dance to music.....though i do that when people are watching too

45. Have you ever been in love?
no

46. Do you talk to yourself?
All the time

47. Is there something you want that you can't have?
I'm not sure

48.Three things about the opposite sex that you first notice?
personality, eyes, attitude towards others

49.Who are you thinking about right now?
N/A

50. Who did you last hug?
Mark, he's the first one of my friends I saw after being here 2 days by myself.

51. Where is your phone?
on top of my printer at the moment

52. What was the last thing you ate?
salad and bbq steak and corn on the cob

54. Favorite Color(s)?
green, yellow

55. What is the last movie watched?
Finding Neverland

56. What song do you currently hear?
"Notice me Horton"

57. What do you want most?
.....N/A

58. Would you ever date anyone on your friends list?
LJ? no.....FB, yes

59. What TV Show are you watching?
none

60. What is your cell phone number?
not avalible for the public

I <3 College

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 23:55:13 GMT

I'm having so much fun at GV. I went to see a comdeian last night and at the end of it he tried some new stuff on us, and some of it was just bad, but it was still fun. I've made some amazing friends and my roommate is great, I feel like I've known her forever.

My writing Prof is crazy and my histroy prof is creepy, though today he did let us out half an hour early today to enjoy the beautiful weather.

The best part of college is that I can start with a clean slate. No one knows about my past except Kim, not that I have any horrible secrets or anything. I can be myself and not worry about the image people already have of me from others. It's wonderful!!

Life Sucks

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 00:38:18 GMT

So much for being so excited to see Andy. I talked to him Friday night and he told me he would call Sunday. Sunday rolled around and nothing....I called him three times and he never answered and he never called me back. That is the second time I've been stood up by him, the first time he ended up having to work, understandable but this time? I don't even know if I would answer the phone if he called. Well I would since I'm not that mean but he better have an awfully good reason.

And on top of that I was invited to a party back at home Friday night and my parents wouldn't f***ing let me spend the night! Because they're not okay with the whole boy/girl thing! ARE YOU KIDDING ME, I freaking live in a co-ed dorm! If I decide to go home again I'm not staying at home, I can't stand it.

School

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 19:32:47 GMT

So school is going well. My classes are good and my profs are so cool, especiall my psych prof. I had Lib. 100 yesterday and I wanted to shoot myself in the head so I went and dropped the class and added a history class instead, yay!

Andy is home from boot camp and we're going to hang out this weekend I'm soooooooo excited. I just talked to him on the phone for almost an hour it was so nice. And I'm so super excited for the weekend, not that I wasn't excited before but even more so now. I wish it were Friday right now! I'm SO excited to see Andy!!!!

So that was kind of a boring update sorry I just don"t really know what to say things are not that exciting yet> Well we had a movie night last night in my room and that was fun and today is my friend Maria"s birthday so.....and right now my roommate"s computer is being dumb i have to have caps lock on to type small letters and take it off to do big ones and the punctuatin stuff doesn"t work right........technology, well all better now. I think her laptop just had tempertantrums.

Hall Meeting: Icebreaker

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 05:13:52 GMT

Favorite food: Sloppy Joe's

Adjective describing favorite food: sloppy

Icebreaker: Miriam likes sex because it's sloppy.

Speakers:
Be the UGLY person.
Test drive the comdom.
No matter what you think you can't read minds.
Professors are human!!!

Having a very good time at GVSU. I love it here......not to mention all the cute boys.....and there are a lot - across the hall down the hall, my Transitions leader......Needless to say Miriam is enjoying herself.

Love to all.

P.S. "ACCEPTED" is a great movie!

The Simple Life

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 15:08:47 GMT

I remember back in elementary school when boys had cooties and people made fun of you if you liked someone and if a boy was picking on you it meant he liked you....those were the days.

Life changes so much as you grow up, everything changes. Boys don't have cooties anymore but they might have an STD, people make fun of YOU instead of teasing about who you like and when boys pick on you it's because they're trying to make themselves seem bigger.

Since I've graduated a lot has changed. I haven't had to worry about petty high school dramas anymore and for some reason my mind had converted back to the way it used to be - uncorrupt. Well not entirely. But I've gone back to the mindset of 'who needs a boyfriend? boy friends are just as nice and there's no strings attached', 'kissing a boy is nice but not necessary all the time', 'why can't friends just hold each other', 'what's wrong with dropping life to look at the stars and wonder about the universe?'.

I wish life were simple again.

Too bad it only gets worse from here.

College

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 18:30:53 GMT

So I'm leaving for Grand Valley on Tuesday. I'm excited to meet my roomate and get to know new people. I've changed my mind, I will be okay. So what I don't know people going into college (well I do but...) I'm going to make friends, I'll meet people. I'm friendly and not too scary. My RA friended me and today I had some junior named Bob friend me for the heck of it...so I friended him back. People alreday want to meet me and they don't even know me. I think I'm going to be just fine.

I saw my mom and sister off to band camp yesterday along with a bunch of my friends. I saw a couple people last night and then today at church. Tomorrow I have plans in my head to see a few people but I don't know if it will work out or not. I'm coming home for Labor Day which is only two weeks away. Then after that I'm coming home for LO Homecoming, Band State Finals and Thanksgiving after that I'll be home for Christmas. So it's not really all that bad when you think about it. And since there is technology I'll never lack communication....except for the first two weeks that I'm away cause I dont' think I actually ordered my laptop so I won't be getting that 'til I come home for Labor Day.

Now I'm off for a date!

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 15:39:23 GMT

1. Are you in a relationship?
not right now

3. How many houses have you lived in?
1

4. What is your favorite candy bar?
I don't really like candy any more...but I do have a facination with Starbursts now that I can unwrap them with my tounge.

5. What are your favorite shoes?
Flip flops....or no shoes.....I hate sneakers....I wear socks and sandels until it snows.

6. Have you ever tripped someone?
Who hasn't?

8. What was your favorite summer trip this year?
This year......North Carolina was good, but just because I got an amazing tan....last year - EUROPE!!

9. Do you own a Britney Spears CD?
Yes....but my sis has actually had it for many years now.

10. Have you ever thrown up in public?
I was in the car outside Little Ceaser's a long time ago.

11. Name someone that's ALWAYS on your mind.
I'm not always thinking of people but the people on my mind most now are Amy, Joe, and Laura

12. What is your favorite music genre?
I don't really have a favorite...I like just about everything.

13. What is your sign?
Cancer.

14. What time were you born?
8:05 pm

15. Do you like beer?
Well.....I've had sips of beer here but I actually drank German beer and it was ok, I got the munchies, but I think I was eating so I didn't taste the beer.

16. Have you ever made a prank call?
I don't think so.

17. What is the most embarrassing CD you own?
Um.. christmas cds? Veggie Tales? Disney stuff? The one Michelle made me? Yup. That one for sure. Especially when my dad plays number 4 in the car.

18. Are you sarcastic?
Me? Sarcastic...don't be funny.

19. What is your favorite color?
Green...not regular green though.

20. How many watches do you own?
Four I think. But they don't work...well one does.

21. Summer or Winter?
Summer....it's when I was born.

22. Spring or fall?
Spring...I love the smell.

23. What is your favorite color to wear?
blue, dark blue.....it brings out my eyes.

24. Pepsi or Sprite?
Well I would have said pepsi...but I don't really like pop anymore so....juice.

25. What color is your cell phone?
Mostly silver with blue on the front.

26. Where's your second home?
hm.....It used to be Amy's house but as of Tuesday it will be Nemeyer 169 Grand Valley.

27. Have you ever slapped someone?
psh....yeah.

28. Have you ever had a cavity?
No......

29. How many lamps are in your bedroom ?
One, besides my room light.

30. How many video games do you own?
ZERO.

31. What was your first pet?
A mutt named Beau

32. Have you ever had braces?
Yes...and an expander and I have retainers now...which I can't wear cause I just got my teeth out but when my mouth is better.

33. Do looks matter?
In some parallel universe.

34. Do you use Chapstick?
Yes...the medicated kind.

36. American Eagle or Abercrombie?
Rue 21. Kohls. Steve and Barry's

37. Are you considered gangster?
Not usually.

38. How many children do you want?
How ever many God graces me with.

39. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Yes.

40. What is your favorite breakfast?
I don't like breakfast....but this morning I had baby food peaches and apricots and angel food cake.

41. Do you own a gun?
Yes.

42. What was the last thing you ate?
Baby food peaches and apicots and angel food cake.

43. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday....I was frustrated with not being able to eat normal food and making a mess on my face.

44. What did you do last night?
Packed clothes, talked to Joe, showed my dad the stuff I got for my dorm, got online and watched CSI.

45. When was the last time you went to Olive Garden?
Tuesday...and I'm going again tonight and tomorrow!

46. Have you ever called your teacher "mom"?
Yeah....and I've called Mr. Steele dad.

48. What are your nicknames?
Merm

49. Do you know anyone named Bertha?
No...but it reminds me of the game "Where in the World is Carmen SanDiego?"

50. Have you ever been to Kentucky?
Yep.

51. Do you own something from Banana Republic?
No.

52. Are you thinking about somebody right now?
Well yes cause Chris just imed me.

54. Do you smoke?
GROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

55. Do you own a diamond ring?
Yes...but I'm not sure if it's real.

56. Are you happy with your life right now?
Most definatly...besides the fact that my face is swollen.

57. Do you dye your hair?
No. I like my hair.

58. Does anyone like you?
Yes....and I'm going on a date with him Sunday.

59. Who's your best friend(s)?
Amy, Laura and Katelyn

60. What were you doing May of 1994?
Sitting in the first grade.

61. Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD?
My sister does...and I have a mix with them on it.

62. McDonald's or Wendy's?
It depends on the day and seeing that I can't eat solid food right now...neither.

63. Do you like yourself?
Yes.

64. Are you closer to your mother or father?
That's a toughy....I wish I were closer with both but we have our moments.

65. Favorite feature(s) of the opposite sex?
The first thing I usually notice is eyes....eyes are what get me...but not all the time. Personality too.

66. Are you afraid of the dark?
Not usually...it depends on the circumstances.

67. Have you ever eaten paste?
No....yuck.

68. Do you have a webcam?
Nope.

69. Have you ever stripped?
Um....I do shower and if i go swimming I usually take my clothes off.

70. What are you looking forward to the most this week?
Seeing Joe...but seeing as this week is almost over....moving in!

Leaving

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 16:44:39 GMT

So I'm leaving for college next Tuesday. I'm so excited I have boxes of stuff in the living room and I'm working on gathering my personal belongings to take. I'm so ready to get out of my house and away from my parents. Sad to be leaving friends behind but with technology these days there will always be a way to communicate.

Usually I love dreams but today, right now, I hate them. They can cause pain rather than joy. I thought I was done with pain for a while and now I'm just bringing it upon myself again. If we just could have had the conversation in person rather than online I don't think I would feel this way, he could have seen that I was on the verge of tears. Too bad he's not coming home til Friday. Why do I always screw myself over? I read the Chinese Horoscopes - the symbol of the year you were born in thing - and it said that Dragons (my sign) are most likely to stay single all their life.......Right now I feel as if that really is my destiny........I don't want it to be, I want to find that someone and I want to have a family, I don't want to be a workaholic, but with the way things have gone in my life and they way they're going now I don't see any chance of changing anything.

I really honestly like him, and I haven't judged him once.

11days!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 15:55:33 GMT

1. What does your LJ headline mean?

2. Elaborate on your default photo:
It's the only good one that's small enough to fit.

3. Who was the last person to make you smile?
Laura

4. What's your current relationship status?
Single but looking.

5. What EXACTLY are you wearing right now?
A jean skirt, blue undies, sports bra and a NAVY t-shirt

6. What is your current problem?
It will be one year on Sunday since my Papa died.

7. What do you love most?
The question should be whom not what.

8. What makes you most happy?
My friends, the fact that I'm leaving the nest, thoughts of shows past (band and theatre), sunshine, fresh air

9. What music are you mostly into?
Pretty much everything.

10. If you could go back in time and change something in a past relationship would u?
Never.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?
A sloth.

12. Ever had a near death experience?
Not yet, and I hope I never do (until I die, which in that case it wouldn't be near death).

13. What did you do last night?
Got a pillow chair thing from Bed Bath and Beyond, got The Notebook from Barnes and Noble. Ate dinner, watched three hours of CSI then read The Notebook - all of it.

14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head?
Sugar We're Going Down

15. Last thing you ate?
Scrambled Eggs

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
Mel Brooks

17. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
I pretty sure not.

18. Have you ever been in a fight?
Verbal, lots of them.

19. have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
At church and on stage....ah the theatre

20. What are you doing tonight?
?? I wish I was going out but seeing that I'm grounded.

22. Do you love someone right now?
All the time.

23. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
No... but I had one in Europe.

24. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Not to my face.

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
Yeah, I watch them if my sister has them on or I'm babysitting.

26. Did you have braces?
Yep.

27. Are you comfortable with your height?
I suppose.

28. Do you speak any other language
I took french which I'm taking in college and I know a teeny bit of German, Spanish and Polish.

29. What's your favorite smell?
Rain, Springtime, Laura, my grandma's house, my aunt donna and josi's house, apple pie (or any baking), christmas

30. What's your least favorite thing to do?
Talk to my boss about my schedule.